yo folks, im here.. to update my blog at 5.07am @@
sleepless night again, couldn't fall asleep and so im here.
to love my blog more. LOL

went out with my lovely HQ members last friday
HQ members?
they are desmond , bb boss, ah sam, wai yeap, SY & me.
the others have to work so didnt join us. too bad.
ah sam come & picked me up then meet up with the others and ciao to pick up babe mayc
headed to pavilion , had lunch at wong kok.
aiks ~~ babe wasn't happy that day and i was kinda sam tong when i saw that.
we know u're trying to build the wall just to protect urself so that wouldn't get hurt anymore
somehow deep inside ur heart .. what u doin now wasn't what u want.
we know that.. u know that as well, don't you?

seriously when i look at u , i saw myself in u.. the 'ME' in the past few months.
the 'ME' when still suffering from the pain .. those wounds is still bleeding..
is those friends & babes who help me do wound dressing.
especially bb boss.. i still remember the next day i broke up i had an outing with her at TS
we had some talk at 'sek hou' .. when i try to tell her everything, i feel like crying.
she gave me the tissue and said:" cry out loud. it'll feel better'


Someday on June...babes were having sing k session at TS
she showed us a music video .. i was sitting right beside her.. she knows im gonna cry .
like what she expected .. my tears fall down and i cried like REAL CRY u know?
bb boss hugged me tightly and ayang me .. that was TOUCH !
i wouldn't 4gt that afternoon.. because im not the only one who cry inside the k room. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
she's my bb boss a.k.a doc bb..! she always know what's in my mind .
i think she can reads human's mind . LOL
she's the one who always lend us her hands when we need help.
like a superwoman for us... *salute*
this is why i love u so much .. NO ! should say why WE love u this much .
now, u found ur love ones . he treated u well. i saw that & im happy with it
luckily u guys did settle the problem .. luckily u didnt lost ur happiness like how u lost few months ago .
thanks GOD :)




oi .. dah mana pergi ni? dah out of topic. =/



----back to topic ----
hmm.. until ???
oh ya.. about my babe..
after lunch had some shopping session with them .
hahaha.. babe mayc damn naughty .. she kept put on those sexy clothes on ah sam .
pity him .. xD
aiks.. didn't get any nice outfit for myself that day .
but it's ok .. because we had CHOCOLATE for our dessert
awwwww~~ miss it so so much !!
marsh mallow + chocolate = ♥
big big ♥
rushed back home after that because ah sam have to work after that..
keep on listening nicholas tse's songs in his car.
awwww.. M-E-M-O-R-I-E-S~!
he's my favourite singer when im 9 years old. which means 10 years ago. haha
nicholas is so awesome u know? a superstar... so fascinating
too bad he got no new albums since few years ago .. :(
yet i still like his songs very much .. wheee ~~~ ♥

oh ya.. took some pictures with them that day
ah sam the stupid fella with me. recently he keep zao dut. keep kacau @@
p/s: my face damn ROUND la. -.-

my babe mayc ~~ the most crazy one..
good luck for ur STPM kay? *hugssss*
p/s: why i didnt take pic wit my bb boss?! Y?



wait.. i think i did..
but it's a groupie photo.
we're fooling around with those hair bands & sunglasses . xD
p/s: macam yes like that. haha



the last pic lagi macam YES LIKE THAT!

yea.. memang YES ..
cause im FINGGY SOU :D

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aiks.. i think i said something wrong just now .
but don't try to say i don't care la. i care about it ok?
i REALLY REALLY REALLLY DOOO!!
if i didnt.. esok pimples all pop out. dak mei ? -.-
*so damn duk ah !! @@
p/s: but my face already gt few pimples jo. itu tak kira a :)


&


don't try to say something which is nt true at all.
because when i angry i will gik 9 u back . LOL


still heart u la baby, no worries kay?
*muacksss*

it's 5.54am already..
baby gonna wake up soon.
and i have to go to bed already . if not baby sure nag me 99 tomorrow.
nite peeps..

*lovessss*

pop-ed

phew phit ~~ i guess this month is a good good month !
there're many pairs of new couples in our gang !
aiseh ~~ dun play play .. ! currently already got 6 pairs in our gang.. geng bo? xD
the 1st pair is vivan & eric.. then it's babe sy's & my turn ..
ah sam & jing san are the forth pair.. the next one are desmond bro & my bb boss.
the latest is berry & jason .. DAMN HAPPENING SIA!!
we can celebrate valentine's day together weih :)
let's see... who will be the next pair huh ? hiak hiak ~~


back to the topic !!
last saturday was a great night...!
we screamed .. we kissed .. we cuddled .. we party like ROCK STARS ..!
happening + crazy + fun night .
babe mandy came over my house to help me do manicure at afternoon
thanks babe .. i love that very much ! *SALUTE*
it was kinda rush because i finished manicure around 5.30pm & my darling is coming to pick me up at 6pm. @@
quickly dressed up myself and do my make up.
headed to selayang palace restaurant after that for carrie's wedding .
looks bored. i know. the couple beside me keep sweet at there. make me damn bored..!
waited for 2 hours man! -.-
what's the best thing to kill bored-nessssssssssss?
what ??
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CAMWHORE la.. what else?
so yea, we camwhored 99 . =p

me & my yvonne darling ..the love birds.. issac & darling. sibeh sweet la. my turn !!

the so-called super important buddies. LOL

cherly darling come over our table with her cheki ..!
she was damn busy that night .. busy greeting those guests
we took some pictures with her cheki.. awww.. so cute!

she's my cherly darling.. so pretty hor? ^^

our cheki pic.. ♥ it

dylan a.k.a cherly's bf kenakan me.
purposely intro those guys to me.. keep telling them she's still available -.-
and then ...something awkward yet funny happened.. i dont know how to handle it. zzz

he's dylan. kenakan me la..! sui zai

with the 5 years' sweet couple.

7 years' ji mui ♥

photo session after the wedding dinner. personally love this pic very much ..credis to issac ho :)issac ho .. the stupid dum dum =D
SHIT..! i looked damn fat in this pic T__T

5 of us.. yea, i the single one. *on that night*

baby come to picked me up after that.. thx baby !! =)
off to poppy garden for the next round... hiak hiak ~~~
almost everyone was there.. left out few of them lu ..
drink >>> get high >>> tipsy
yeah ! i did what i've promised. i didnt drunk on that night !
AISEH ~~~ claps for me pls!! =)
bump into babe shim shim at there..! long time didnt meet her already .
the 1st time was 1 year ago.. u're way thinner now babe

with babe shim a.k.a diana..
jason at behind kacau ajer.. ishh .. =p

then bump into babe toto too.. she's so HOT!

with baby & ah pang .. my new born son. LOL
cute daoooo~~~

baby & me. ♥
that's babe vivian's hand if not mistaken. haha

sweet sweet couples in the house! 2nd house = poppy garden ! xD
left out 2 pairs .. which is babe vivian & ah sam bro.
next time we should groupie couples pic already . =)

all of us did something crazy there.. *shy*

ganas 99 !! but i like those videos. damn sweet weih ~~

17/11/2009
BBQ session at ah sam's stall at night to celebrate babe mandy's birthday
OMG ~~ I miss HQ damn much lo. straight jump to the bed once i reached there. hahaha
quite enjoy that night.. we chicken wing by ah sam damn yummy weih !!
but someone make me angry that night! hmpph ~!
luckily he's willing to improve that & i really glad to hear that ^^
he didnt give any excuses yet promise to improve. awww~~ TOUCH :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MANDY !!

i was damn full that night. like my stomach is goin to explode. LOL

18/11/2009
baby come & picked me up early in the morning.
i sleep like a dead ppl at his room because i only slept for 2 hours.
i already lack of sleep and someone pissed me off .
confirm he kena 99 lo hor?
baby always said who bully me he go beat 7 the ppl.
so baby have to beat 7 that ppl who pissed me off also hor? xD
we ACTUALLY planned to watch movie at 5pm.
but both of us sleep till 4ish .. -.-
thus, plan canceled.
headed to pavilion for lunch at dragon-i
woohooo~~ ate my xiu long bao there. yum yum ~~
then j.co donuts again .
OMG ...im so dead !
im a fatty dum dum now. thanks to baby nic lo. xD
eating non stop for 3 days already !
stop eating u bitch ..! or else u'll regret 99
but, 2012 coming wor. we have to enjoy our life what. =/

enjoy how baby pamper me
enjoy how i bully my baby
enjoy how my baby tease me
enjoy how i miss my baby
enjoy moments with family & friends
enjoy live my life
enjoy everything ..

xoxo

惊喜万分！

昨晚我很开心... 不!应该说今早凌晨才对
他们一伙来到我家门口，BABE bb 说还我东西要我出去一下下
当我越来越靠近车子的时候，我看叫我的宝贝也在车里！开心到爆！
问题是我身上穿的是睡衣...! 哦买尬~~这次糗大了！
怎么让他看见我这个样子啊？ 天啊~!
不过我想他应该还 ok 吧~
那时候我什么都不懂，只知道他有点醉醉的，笨笨的他好可爱. 哈哈哈
38 的他们闹了我们一顿，可是心里超甜蜜的啦
至于闹什么嘛，那就只有我们 5 个知道
或许... 过后 facebook 也会懂吧 ×汗×
要好一阵子都没有那种感觉了... 真的谢谢他们啊 :)
谢谢他们的惊喜，我真的真的真的很开心!
睡着前的那一秒钟，我想我还是笑着的吧 ..

p/s: 幸好我身上穿的不是那种性感蕾丝睡衣 ，不然我可不懂要把脸往哪摆
还有，我爱上 POLO BLUE 的味道了.. =D


就酱
要准备去婚礼了
哦~ 人生中我第一次没跟家人出席的婚礼
gan jeong. *又不是你结婚, gan jeong 个屁啊?*

*OUCH ~~!*
im like a half-disabled right now. my muscles were so darn pain after that god damn badminton game !
i think it's because of i didnt concentrate when warming up. & this called 'DAI SEI'. lol
--- badminton 1 hari, macam dah tua 10 tahun ---
my diet plan still ON though. should swim with my CEO & COO next week i guess. *am waiting patiently*
p/s: CEO is at penang now. AWWWW!! i mau laksa ! i mau delicious food weih ~~! da bao da bao !! :)





went out with my baby 2 days ago. that silly baby came and picked me up at 7am. haha..
we cant wait anymore! we have to meet each other ASAP ! we really mean it when we said that. =)
because ....
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we miss each other very much . HAHAHA . yea onot ah baby ? xD
back to his house after that.. nap nap nap till afternoon and had lunch with jack pang
after that, chilling session with HQ members at jojo pan mee.
i was very happy that day . but something bad happened in the end
oh, FUCK ! im such a terrible thinker! damn it .. promised i wouldnt be like that anymore .
PEACE!
p/s: 不过心里不知觉的，还是甜滋滋的 =)


i know that this is quite difficult for us, but it is REAL.
everything happened so fast . it's UNEXPECTABLE for me & u.
We decided this way and so,we have to do our parts..
i know both of us trying hard to work things out.
I can feel it. NO JOKES..!
i know that this is the 1st time & i really appreciate what u did for me.
For the very 1st time i guess.
from the deepest side in my heart, i would like to say THANKS BABY , thanks .
♥





today i had a GREAT date with mr joel ! he made my day, man
he suppose to come and pick me up at my coll .
i, myself usually spend 15 mins to go to coll but guess what? he spent AN HOUR ! hahaha..
fucking funny & cute weih.. laughing non stop after that.
he lost his way and he went to zoo negara. so cute weih !!
u-turn & keep u-turning .
FINALLY , he's here.. we're starving so , pizza hut for lunch !
wheee ~~ movie time after that.
nice outing though. thx dude
i believe that u can go through that although that's harsh
good luck :D

CB pvt ltd's operation.

wheeeeeeeee~~updates updates!! =)



finally meet up with my babe mayc last wednesday
miss her alot! ♥♥♥
went to sw with bunch of them for shopping !!
girls LOVE shopping spress isn't?
oopss.. not only girls. same to guys too!
just like desmond & ah sam. they bought alot that day
lunch with them at low yat's sushi king .
awww...sushi queen is here with us ! here's our sushi queen .. she's soooo cute!
she love to be herself. ALWAYS be the real her. that's why we love her. ♥
oh ya, she's the finalist for the online pageant.
the result will be reveal tomorrow night at MIST CLUB, BANGSAR
feel free to go there have a look and support her yea.
our gang are going there to support her but im not in. aiksss~ same problem again! =(
GOOD LUCK babe!! =)
keep hang around at sw after that...
chit-chatted with my two lovely babes
share and telling stories about recent us. studies,family, friends & love story.
SHARING = CARING .


oh YEA.. i tried a new lipstick that day.
and i ♥ it so much ! gonna to save money and get it soon.
WOOHOOOO~~~ :)
DAMN RED HOR? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA



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today went for the CB PVT LTD meeting with my CEO & COO
time : 12pm
operation : badminton game
venue : around kepong area

CEO a.k.a AHMAD picked us up and went for lunch at 12ish
off to badminton court which located at kepong after that.
played for 2 hours & 3 of us sweat 99 !
i swear i never sweat like this before.. yet i like that ! =)
im not good in sports and i dont really like it.
*exception:badminton,swimming & dance*
took some 38 pictures there.
our company's car! xDDDDD
CEO a.k.a derek !! he LOOKS smart hor? hahahahahahaha
our company's CEO & COO a.k.a cb pink. LOL
the shorty me a.k.a CBO & the single CEO.
*promotion..! anyone interested? xD *
posing ~ posing ~
we looked damn SPORTY lo. macam yes like that. hahaha
im without make up & lack of sleep, so yea, ignore me. =)
so cute ah my cb ! hahahahahahaha
awwww ~~ ! CEO's & COO's hand!
i like CEO ones. nice !

NEXT OPERATION: SWIMMING SESSION !


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yuhooo~~ im goin for dating tomorrow. LOL
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wheeeee~~~~ peeps, im back !
a short update over here

am still fine recently..
enjoying my wonderful life although that doesnt wonderful like last time anymore =x
but still manage to have fun with bunch of them
not midnight but afternoon .
seriously, i miss those HQ life so so much !! >.<>

• supper at 3am ..

• drinking & gaming session at 5am till 7am

• off to bed till 2pm ..

• shower and get prepare to have lunch at 3pm

• yum cha session at 5pm .

awwwww ~~ was so so happy during those time.
it was fun to spend my time with them
they cheer me up 99 ! ♥
no more HQ for me now. back to normal lifestyle
gotta be a good student 1st . back to HQ life after exam !
hiak hiak ~~ xD




oh well, im here to announce that im not in that 'S & A' category anymore.
since 5th nov =)
wish me luck kay?
i know that he's gonna treat me well.
or else my babes are so gonna kill him .. hahaha
there's lotsa rumors of him before we started
eg: he's a player..
admit that i was really afraid sometime but not anymore.
he gave me confidence and i gave him my hand to let him lead me on .
our friends are being so supportive for us .. especially my babes ^___^v
there're still lotsa obstacles infront of us .
what we need to do is hold hand by hand and walk through this
i know we can do it .. i believe in u , baby =)
as what desmond always said ' if u think u can , U CAN ! '

♥

aiks ... sleepless night again ..
*am waiting actually*
am confusing ..
tried to settle it down but then it's hard for cancerian u know?
--- so far yet so close ---





last nite was halloween night , but i didnt manage to party outside
so i invited my darlings & issac to come over my house to have some chats since we didnt meet each other for AGES already .
hmph.. someone's fault!
he grabbed yvonne darling away from me & cherly darling !
she belongs to us for the past 8 years and now she's URS.
better treat her well or else we'll take action! Hiak hiak ~~
enjoy when each of us update the others about current life.
someone is so sweet in love. just past their 5th anniversary
awww.... shoooooo sweeet !!
then another couple's 4 monthsaries is coming soon.. woohoooo~~
me?? single or maybe it's complicated. haha
stay tuned. LOL

oh well, it's my babe S.Y's birthday today !
wooohoooooo~~ happy birthday to u my dear
sorry that i couldnt celebrate with u yea..
but for sure i'll try to meet u up ASAP! :)here's my babe S.Y
she's very pretty & kind.
only knowing you for like less than a month but we're kinda close recently :)
still remember our 1st met was a poppy .. the night after i finished my work at PWTC.
didnt talk much but we dance much . LOL
then 2nd met was at poppy too..! desmond's birthday bash
that was a crazy night .. we kissed , cuddled & drunk .
6 of us overnight at his place after that party and start from that day we used to chat alot.
especially for those secrets ;D

no worries.. everything will be alright . it just needs some time to be solved.
no matter what, i'll be here.. supporting u . like the way u support me .*winks*

once again, happy birthday to u ! ♥
cium cium ~~~ *just like the way u kiss me that night*

oh god, tomorrow is my very FIRST driving lesson .
GAN JEONGG!!
wish me luck peoples.. !
i just hope that i wouldnt bang that driving acedemy's car .. that's more than enough. haha
reminds of what desmond always told us.. 'if u think u can, U CAN ! '
yeah ..! i can ! i can ! i can ! LOL





time to sleep
ciao ciao ~~
with lotsa lovessss

xoxo